today, da gal discussed da problem with da person she trusted da most - her bf..... ended up... she cried....
she is sad becoz she don't have a choice.... her dad said that mass communication have no market... her bf said everything in media is fake nowadays...there's no way da gal can have her own way anymore... he asked tat if she reali wan to choose then y dun she choose from da start? why she wan to gave in and now regret?? he said tat once she have chose then try her very best in it....
Da problem is not she dowan to try her best.... is tat she is reali weak in figures and da course is getting more and more figures and she need to analyst those figures summore!!!
haih.... conclusion....continue to pretend tat nothing happen....
Thursday, July 12, 2007
problem is back!!!
once upon a time, there was a gal who loves to talks...loves to jokes..... hates figures....hate numbers..... she lives in happy go lucky mood everyday.... her life is smooth and happy until one day that she needs to make a choice....(except those cane-ing by teachers during primary becoz of maths....she only 'kena' cane becoz of maths from standard 1 to standard 6)
She need to choose between her dream and her father's wish..... she wanted to be a deejay...she wanted to involve in stuff related to mass communication.... she knew wat she wants.... she tried very hard to convince her parents to let her pursue her dream.... but unfortunately...everytime da discussion starts, it ends with da gal crying, running back to her bedroom....it's whether lucky or not she got a slap on her face.... she is trying hard to stay tough....she don't care wat will happen and keep trying to convince... but dreams is always a dream.... her father is totally an 'emperor style'... no negotiation allowed.... Her father wants her to study accounting....but she hates figures!! even her best friend's dad said that she suits to study mass communication.... she felt so sad about it...it's not tat she dun like mass communication...it's tat HOW COME HER FATHER DOESN'T REALISE THAT HER DAUGHTER SUITS TO STUDY MASS COMMUNICATION????
In the end, she gave in but not studying accounting....she chose a course which is related to da business field...which is banking and finance....(at least not so much wit accounts she thought...) she has finished her one-year foundation and now ended up in da banking and finance degree....currently is year 1 semester 1 student.... studying as she thinks she should.... actually she found out tat da course is too tough for ppl who r weak in figures.... and then until today...her friend told her that she should study mass communication and mass communication reali suits her personality perfectly.....
Now she is shaking..... she is thinking where should she go? should she pursue her dream? or continue her father wish? wat should she do???
How come parents always said "it's for your own good...." so they planned for you ahead....
And some parents even let u to choose....but after u chose da course u wan, they will say bad things bout da course and ended up they chose da course for u also?? Hypocrite!!!!!
Now da gal's feeling is very complicated...... Can any1 help her???
She need to choose between her dream and her father's wish..... she wanted to be a deejay...she wanted to involve in stuff related to mass communication.... she knew wat she wants.... she tried very hard to convince her parents to let her pursue her dream.... but unfortunately...everytime da discussion starts, it ends with da gal crying, running back to her bedroom....it's whether lucky or not she got a slap on her face.... she is trying hard to stay tough....she don't care wat will happen and keep trying to convince... but dreams is always a dream.... her father is totally an 'emperor style'... no negotiation allowed.... Her father wants her to study accounting....but she hates figures!! even her best friend's dad said that she suits to study mass communication.... she felt so sad about it...it's not tat she dun like mass communication...it's tat HOW COME HER FATHER DOESN'T REALISE THAT HER DAUGHTER SUITS TO STUDY MASS COMMUNICATION????
In the end, she gave in but not studying accounting....she chose a course which is related to da business field...which is banking and finance....(at least not so much wit accounts she thought...) she has finished her one-year foundation and now ended up in da banking and finance degree....currently is year 1 semester 1 student.... studying as she thinks she should.... actually she found out tat da course is too tough for ppl who r weak in figures.... and then until today...her friend told her that she should study mass communication and mass communication reali suits her personality perfectly.....
Now she is shaking..... she is thinking where should she go? should she pursue her dream? or continue her father wish? wat should she do???
How come parents always said "it's for your own good...." so they planned for you ahead....
And some parents even let u to choose....but after u chose da course u wan, they will say bad things bout da course and ended up they chose da course for u also?? Hypocrite!!!!!
Now da gal's feeling is very complicated...... Can any1 help her???
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
miscommunication....
today,i thought of going mid valley to do my shopping...finish edi then ask my dear dear to fetch me home but alone will make my dear dear worry ler...so i sms-ed Mandy if she wanna join anot...(becoz last week she said she wanna shop oso...)but then she din reply...in class i asked her again then oni she said that she is going wit her bf after his bf's class ends at 4pm...so i suggested tat me n her go there 1st then meet her bf there lo...becoz my dear dear's class till 5pm ma...erm...she rejects..so wat to do? re-plan lo..hehe...
then i planned to go mid valley 1st to do my shopping alone then buy movie tickets and wait for my dear dear.... but May May and Zhi Chao said dangerous to be there alone....so i called dear dear to see whether i should wait for him at mid valley or go to pj find him 1st then do da shopping together... he answered...go to pj lo... then i went to pj straight...and waited for him while i'm surfing in da lab....
Around half an hour, i saw him...my heart shrink..he looks so so sick...he keeps sneezing...tat should be his synus again...muz be not enough sleep again... he saw me n da 1st thing he asked is wat i bought....i was like...blurred....i'm waiting for him to go mid valley together de wo...buy wat o? erm....in a sudden i knew i misunderstand his answer in da fon le... he thought i shop edi then go to pj n find him...
My feeling is so complicated...i duno how should i react....so i took a deep breath... logged out and say it out that let's go home...actually deep down in my heart...i wanna go mid valley...but i saw him so sick edi then i determined to go home n let him rest early....
In da car, suddenly i cried... FYI, whenever my feeling is complicated...i tend to cry duno y....(crazy huh?)
here i wanna apologize to dear dear....reali reali reali sorry......when u r sick, u stil need to comfort my feelings....reali sorry..... i felt so bad.....
Let's say da conclusion...
Conclusion is...we ended up at mid valley....in da queue to buy Harry Porter movie.... dear dear said dowan to see me so sad....so he brought me there....(i felt so touched....) Da result after reaching there is we bought Thursday's Harry Porter movie.... i bought a t-shirt at Pop Soda...only cost me RM13.50(70% ma...hehe)...no ppl jam in mid valley during weekdays is wat i like da most especially during Mega Sales.... stil searching for shoes and jeans...but i saw my dear dear was sneezing non-stop... it made me 'sam tong' le....so i said go home lo... pity him lo....so sick stil teman me go shopping.... Erm...next time only shop lo...no need to rush to spend money de....money is not smelly...hehe....
Here i wanna say tat,i'm not totally sad...is tat i felt tat i'm giving problems to u and yet cant help u when u r sick....i cant drive for u.....becoz my driving skill sux.... so sorry,darling....
then i planned to go mid valley 1st to do my shopping alone then buy movie tickets and wait for my dear dear.... but May May and Zhi Chao said dangerous to be there alone....so i called dear dear to see whether i should wait for him at mid valley or go to pj find him 1st then do da shopping together... he answered...go to pj lo... then i went to pj straight...and waited for him while i'm surfing in da lab....
Around half an hour, i saw him...my heart shrink..he looks so so sick...he keeps sneezing...tat should be his synus again...muz be not enough sleep again... he saw me n da 1st thing he asked is wat i bought....i was like...blurred....i'm waiting for him to go mid valley together de wo...buy wat o? erm....in a sudden i knew i misunderstand his answer in da fon le... he thought i shop edi then go to pj n find him...
My feeling is so complicated...i duno how should i react....so i took a deep breath... logged out and say it out that let's go home...actually deep down in my heart...i wanna go mid valley...but i saw him so sick edi then i determined to go home n let him rest early....
In da car, suddenly i cried... FYI, whenever my feeling is complicated...i tend to cry duno y....(crazy huh?)
here i wanna apologize to dear dear....reali reali reali sorry......when u r sick, u stil need to comfort my feelings....reali sorry..... i felt so bad.....
Let's say da conclusion...
Conclusion is...we ended up at mid valley....in da queue to buy Harry Porter movie.... dear dear said dowan to see me so sad....so he brought me there....(i felt so touched....) Da result after reaching there is we bought Thursday's Harry Porter movie.... i bought a t-shirt at Pop Soda...only cost me RM13.50(70% ma...hehe)...no ppl jam in mid valley during weekdays is wat i like da most especially during Mega Sales.... stil searching for shoes and jeans...but i saw my dear dear was sneezing non-stop... it made me 'sam tong' le....so i said go home lo... pity him lo....so sick stil teman me go shopping.... Erm...next time only shop lo...no need to rush to spend money de....money is not smelly...hehe....
Here i wanna say tat,i'm not totally sad...is tat i felt tat i'm giving problems to u and yet cant help u when u r sick....i cant drive for u.....becoz my driving skill sux.... so sorry,darling....
Monday, July 9, 2007
sick....
finally.... i'm going to sick.... today i'm having headache whole day..... i sneeze very sudden without any reason.... Suddenly feeling cold like nobody business,then suddenly ok edi.... WHAT IS HAPPENING?? Sick then sick la.... y let me suffer like tat.... suddenly ok...suddenly not ok.... ppl will think i'm fooling around de la....iyo..... But then in another way, i dowan to fell sick...tis week got test, next week got test.... another week got presentation..... OHR presentation got da 1st group to present...how lucky i m..... since foundation,it seems tat i cant change my fate to b da 1st group to present.... i tot i'm da 1 who "lucky" oni la...then asked sum1 else to draw da sequence....then ended up da same...... 1st group to present!! argh!!! in a way, it is good...becoz can 'kau tim' earlier than others....hehe.... now i hope da english for business presentation wont b so "lucky" la... haha.... cant take da pressure anymore...
talking about test, last week was horrible... i concentrated in QT...ended up i cant do da questions...half of it i left it blank becoz i duno how to do it.... Accounting i oni study for da 5 minutes b4 da test....it is slightly better becoz i din leave it blank n manage to finish it...(ofcoz la...it's multiple choice lar...haha) I stil rmb tat da test is on saturday...thursday i oni slept for 2 n a half hours due to FIO asssignment... friday i look like a zombie but i wanted to study becoz da test is on saturday!!! but then i'm too tired so i slept at 11 sumthing n sent a msg to my dear dear n asked him to wake me up at 3am so tat i can do my revision... i tot he watched midnight movie wit his classmates on friday (as afternoon he called n asked whether i wanna join anot....i said okay until i realised tat my test is da next day....haha.....) so after he watched then can wake me up for revision... but ended up his classmates unable to book tickets for "Transformers" so my poor dear dear stayed awake until 3am to wake me up.... he sounds so tired tat time.... pity him lor..... we talked on da fon for about 10 minutes then after tat i fell back to my dreamland...so disappointing....da next moment i open my eyes is already 7.30am.... da test starts at 2.30pm ler... so i dun care whether my body can stand anot...i quickly washed up and jumped to my study table to start my revision.... haih.....ended up my test came out half blank.... Must remember....wat u get is depends on how much is ur effort.... dun care whether u r talented anot...there's percentage needed for ur effort...
Today(Monday), suddenly i felt i'm very dependent to others....i'm ill so i dun feel like taking bus home.... so i asked my dear dear to fetch me becoz winnie finished class early n rushed back le....
Actually i dun feel like mafan my dear dear to fetch.... becoz today is his basketball day wit his frenz... and i feel like wanna go home faster to get rest.... but then i chose to wait for my dear dear to finish his basketball session wit his frenz as i dowan to interfere his routine schedule....let him exercise ah.... hehe....
Main reason...wanna see how's his performance in da basketball court....haha....his performance is so good till like shooting ball machine...haha....*claps* Erm....da sad part is those opponents like to use dirty tactics to play...dirty play....making every1 unhappy bout it.... I dun understand y those ppl r playing dirty...it's juz a game anyway.... but during mamak..da mood has enlighten by pang ban's joke....even not every1 is laughing...and i doesn't reali understand but at least he is laughing lar....haha....(i've ate cili padi contains in da pizza naan becoz dear dear said it's not good without it...me kena fooled once le...cili padi reali spicy ler....so i quickly put cili padiS away lo... bluek! Fool me once, shame on u; fool me twice, shame on me...hehe...)
After i reach home, when i was eating my dinner(eat again ler? me fat ma...haha) my fon suddenly rang showing dear dear's house number, i was wondering wat happened to my dear dear n felt kinda worried.... then ended up is my dear dear called saying tat his fon has left in my bag...i din realised it until he called...haha....summore i recalled i purposely took out his wallet from my bag saying tat dowan him to left his wallet in my bag n drive without his i/c and driving license....haha.... ended up his fon is with me.... so clumsy lar me....
Conclusion....i'm clumsy...forgetful....dependent....useless(erm...tis is too serious hor?haha....)
After writing all this out, felt relieved....haha....long post huh? erm.....i have no place to release ah... no choice....sick oso muz release..... hehe.... Suddenly looking at my bed....it's lonely without me....haha...then i noe i muz sleep le... Good nite~ or good morning perhaps?
talking about test, last week was horrible... i concentrated in QT...ended up i cant do da questions...half of it i left it blank becoz i duno how to do it.... Accounting i oni study for da 5 minutes b4 da test....it is slightly better becoz i din leave it blank n manage to finish it...(ofcoz la...it's multiple choice lar...haha) I stil rmb tat da test is on saturday...thursday i oni slept for 2 n a half hours due to FIO asssignment... friday i look like a zombie but i wanted to study becoz da test is on saturday!!! but then i'm too tired so i slept at 11 sumthing n sent a msg to my dear dear n asked him to wake me up at 3am so tat i can do my revision... i tot he watched midnight movie wit his classmates on friday (as afternoon he called n asked whether i wanna join anot....i said okay until i realised tat my test is da next day....haha.....) so after he watched then can wake me up for revision... but ended up his classmates unable to book tickets for "Transformers" so my poor dear dear stayed awake until 3am to wake me up.... he sounds so tired tat time.... pity him lor..... we talked on da fon for about 10 minutes then after tat i fell back to my dreamland...so disappointing....da next moment i open my eyes is already 7.30am.... da test starts at 2.30pm ler... so i dun care whether my body can stand anot...i quickly washed up and jumped to my study table to start my revision.... haih.....ended up my test came out half blank.... Must remember....wat u get is depends on how much is ur effort.... dun care whether u r talented anot...there's percentage needed for ur effort...
Today(Monday), suddenly i felt i'm very dependent to others....i'm ill so i dun feel like taking bus home.... so i asked my dear dear to fetch me becoz winnie finished class early n rushed back le....
Actually i dun feel like mafan my dear dear to fetch.... becoz today is his basketball day wit his frenz... and i feel like wanna go home faster to get rest.... but then i chose to wait for my dear dear to finish his basketball session wit his frenz as i dowan to interfere his routine schedule....let him exercise ah.... hehe....
Main reason...wanna see how's his performance in da basketball court....haha....his performance is so good till like shooting ball machine...haha....*claps* Erm....da sad part is those opponents like to use dirty tactics to play...dirty play....making every1 unhappy bout it.... I dun understand y those ppl r playing dirty...it's juz a game anyway.... but during mamak..da mood has enlighten by pang ban's joke....even not every1 is laughing...and i doesn't reali understand but at least he is laughing lar....haha....(i've ate cili padi contains in da pizza naan becoz dear dear said it's not good without it...me kena fooled once le...cili padi reali spicy ler....so i quickly put cili padiS away lo... bluek! Fool me once, shame on u; fool me twice, shame on me...hehe...)
After i reach home, when i was eating my dinner(eat again ler? me fat ma...haha) my fon suddenly rang showing dear dear's house number, i was wondering wat happened to my dear dear n felt kinda worried.... then ended up is my dear dear called saying tat his fon has left in my bag...i din realised it until he called...haha....summore i recalled i purposely took out his wallet from my bag saying tat dowan him to left his wallet in my bag n drive without his i/c and driving license....haha.... ended up his fon is with me.... so clumsy lar me....
Conclusion....i'm clumsy...forgetful....dependent....useless(erm...tis is too serious hor?haha....)
After writing all this out, felt relieved....haha....long post huh? erm.....i have no place to release ah... no choice....sick oso muz release..... hehe.... Suddenly looking at my bed....it's lonely without me....haha...then i noe i muz sleep le... Good nite~ or good morning perhaps?
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