courage....

erm... kinda like tis song.... tis is how i wish i can be.....

傻傻的勇气 - 杨子楱歌词-花样少年少女

最后的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹 我创造一个给你
好的 坏的 都是我的 要撑到底
你让我相信我可以
梦想紧紧握在手中
人就能自信满满的向前走
希望就收藏在胸口
心就学会要说NO 拒绝脆弱
因为你在我的左右 因为心中有彩虹
最后的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹 我创造一个给你
好的 坏的 都是我的 要撑到底
你让我相信我可以
伤痛让我开始不痛
我哭过更加成熟 决心已启动
希望 收藏在胸口 心就要学会NO 拒绝脆弱
因为你在我的左右 因为心中有彩虹
最后的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹 我创造一个给你
好的 坏的 都是我的 要撑到底
你让我相信我可以

stress....

I'm lost!! Stressful!!! Stuck!!! Argh!!! Till now stil cant cope up!!! So stupid!!! I juz told Yong Hao on how i felt... he is having da same situation as me...as we r studying da course tat we dun wish to study.... but he is much more better than me... he can cope.... but I CANT!!! but i'll try wat he told me:"Since you have taken tis course, why dun u try to do ur best in tis course?" Thanks Yong Hao... I'll try....

Wish to apologize to my dear as i din reali tell him how i felt these days as my dear already have been very stressful and busy these days on his calculus, discrete maths n programming stuff n he gonna face many many testS in coming days... Sorry for not telling you how stressful i m these days, dear.....

Ohya! My dear have been busy doing housework lately as his maid has juz left.... pity him... after school stil have to do housework.... but then i know who to turn to when i have housework "headache"... hehe.... I noe he will share wit me de.... hehe... rite,dear?

I'm searching for my acticle review thingy while writing tis post... i think i need to continue it as i dowan to become a panda... Ciaoz!

心肝宝贝

I was listening tis song....it's so nice and sweet... makes me thinks of my dear dear... hehe....

心肝宝贝
主题曲歌词-刘德华

我 我为你付出所有的
我的担心 我的甜蜜 我的呼吸
你的笑 绝对的神奇 你的哭 绝对的可惜
因为你 让我明白生命的真谛
可知道 你的不小心 会让我伤心一辈子
我是愿意为了你 今生永不渝
为我 你要好好自己保护自己
慢慢的学习 不要干焦急
一步一步走出每一个谷底 坚定不移
为我 你要好好自己保重身体
在每一段的路 总会一身污泥
心肝宝贝 不要怀疑 最爱就是你 ( 最爱的是你 )
你 你是我一生的唯一
你的声音 你的鼓励 我的意义
如果没好好的身体
你我怎能永远在一起
外面的风和雨 已不是问题

Happy 1 and a half year anniversary!!

haha... long time din touch pc n update my blog le... reali like few decades ago...even centuries....

now is Week 3 in my degree course.... feel so tiring.... cant even cope up wit da lessons n feel very very stressful.... it's already week 3 n yet i havent start my revision.... everyone started their revisions.... and yet i'm still dreaming all day long.... assignments rushing in...due dates chasing me.... everything seems passing fast n yet i cant get along wit da beat.... feel pathetic to myself....

why cant i fulfil my dream to study in mass communication? till now i don't reali understand... now i'm da 1 who is going to find ways in order to survive n continue in my studies(meaning without any FAMA scholarship lo...except sometimes free meals sponsored by my dear lo).... and yet i'm pursuing da course which is totally wont appear in my dream...(except nightmare)

haih.... dun say bout sad things.....

Today(after 12am) is my 1 and a half year anniversary wit my dear dear ler.... happy but sad in a way...he have to work and my class is until 8pm then i wont be able to work...means i wont be able to meet him!! sad case..... Anyway,yesterday(b4 12 am) i've spend almost 5 hours wit him....even he is very very tired.... i cant be complaining rite? i should be gratitude hor?

*To my dear dear... love you always! muacks!