mood-less...

Now i don't have any mood for my studies.. i wish to be excel in studies but i juz don't have the mood to study.. The worst thing is i seriously don't know what is happening for the whole semester.. My mid term all also ngam ngam pass.. Oh My God! What is happening to me??!!

Mayb this course is not what i want?
Mayb i'm avoiding myself to face the reality that i have to face the exam no matter i want it or not?
Perhaps i'm really distracted by novels, movies, drama series. Additional, i'm avoiding the reality..

Do i really need someone to control me as what my friend told me?

update: i've bought myself a lot of stuffs.. i'm reali broke now... but still wish to go for a vacation during semester break... *dreaming*